reflecting

Today when to wushu as per normal...hmm..actually today not in a gd mood becos of some issues happened ytd....think should be time to move on and be a better person...probably i have been misleaded...but the answer is clear nw...it seems hard to accept the fact...but...nan zi han...nan de qi...fang de xia...hahax

is true friendship possible between a guy and a gal?? this questions seems to be very simple but actually it is hard to answer as well...i had heard rare cases of true friendship between them...but mostly the friendship might end or hurt when one party started to develop feelings for the other...

so...wat is the best solution for this problem?? avoiding each other till the problem is solve?? or just remain as friends throughout and wish each other happiness??

the most friendly option would be the second choice...remain as friends and wish each other all de best...it may be easy to say..but hard to fulfill...while remaining as friend..1 party might be hurt and the other party might nt be aware of the damage done....if choose the first option and avioding each other....both party might be hurt as friendship turns sour and probably might end instead...


is it a better choice to take up the second option?? 1 person suffer rather then 2 person suffer?? or is it fair to let that 1 person take all the sufferings??

all dis seems more complicated then tons of books i had study before...the best solution to this problem is very simple...pure friendship and nth else....but...can this be done?? can feelings be control??

majority of the ppl i knw told me this kind of thing can't be control...when it comes..it just comes naturally...nth else.....cannot blame that person for having feelings as well...

In addition...theres a saying..."time heal all wounds" let the time wash away those memories and move on....but..theres another saying " time make u get use to the wounds" which means the wound is already there forever..just that u get use to the pain..thats all..

so....wat should the decision be?? just take it as nth and carry on per normal??? or one party pull out of it and suffer a while and let time slowly heal the wounds??

New Year Resolution

I've read in books all dis saying dun make more then 3 resolution..or else it would be tough to fulfil de...besides that..must make those realistic de...dun anyhow aim those canot be done one..example" go to the moon and find chang er jie jie chat chat -.-"

haha..so i must find those achieveable and put in my effort to acheive it!!!

so let me think...what are the 3 new year resolution i going to make...

1) Do well in my studies!!!! Must put in more effort this time in study and dun everytime watch tv..haha

2) Manage Waiwoo (wushu) and full time effort to improve and make it even better.

3) My chatmate..aka my daughter...make sure she is happy and do well in her studies too.

Recollection on the Yr 2008

Its been a fun and interesting 2008 that i had gone through...haha....in case i grow old liao tio lao ren chi dai zhen and forget everything..i better write down first -.-


Jan 2008

HAHa...i just came back from my block leave and clear all my christmas and new year eve duty...sibei sian...stupid army..lolx....this month seems rather relac...my lao ban treat me quite well...he knws chinese new year coming soon liao...so never gif me much to do also...besides routine checks on the entire company..do some admin and paper work...tidy the entire armskote and store..nothing much liao...shiok..

Feb 2008

chinese new year..woo hoo...haha..this month is the month that i have been waiting for...becos bo $$$$ liao...need go collect ang bao to top up....hmm...during chu er...went to help out lion dance all dis as well...it was fun and interesting..only thing is that its LOUD and noisy..haha..a fruitful month as i manage to get a resonable amount of angbao $$ plus those lion dance $$

Mar 2008

SIONG!!!! haha...nua a bit from jan till chinese new year liao....got course intake le...sibei sian...lol...since i am directly under my lao ban...i got lots of things to do liao....indent makkan...prepare arms...nominal noll....training program....outfield stores...loan equipments.....section stores....outfield location...and many many more -.- sian sia...so many things i have to do..lolx....but ok lar..i got man power under me...but they relac sia..becos everything they no need to think...any problem i kanna liao...they just follow instruction...so simple....haiz...sometimes i thinking i be man can liao...dun want be simi stupid sergeant...got power also no use...saikang gao gao..lolx

April 2008

song!!! the course intake did well this time and i manage to do quite a great job...lolx...lao ban super satisfy wif my performance and even ask me to extend my ORD date and sign on for another 6months...dun go..lolx...i'm pleased wif that...becos i really put in a lot effort to make everything goes smoothly....haha..i also thank my man as well...for assisting me and sarpork me all the way...i knew what he likes all dis...so i even plan some surprises for him to thank him for helping me as well....but those surprises indeed stun dao him..lolx.but he told me he not ger...lolx...normally gers like surprises one..lolx...

May 2008

Yeah!!!!! ORD LOR!!!! hahahaa..waiting this date for 1yr 10months liao....waited for so long just to get the hell out of army..haha...if army had been 1 year..i think it is quite fruitful as u will learn a lot and won't waste so much time....2 yrs is like so long lor..Zzz..and normally after 1yr like that...everything has been repeating and repeating..doing the same thing over and over again..sibei sian...but nvm...from now onwards...i am declare freedom le...song arh!!!

Jun 2008

haha...ord liao...i nua like i never nua before....no one call to disturb me...no one restrict my movement and freedom all dis....the feeling is like machiam release from jail -.-! haha...butt cannot everyday nua...lolx...thats y this month manage to find a job at the IT show...at suntec there selling router all dis..haha...this is the first time i do sales job de...last time normally do those packing or other manual stuff...but after army do too many saikang already...lazy liao..so wanna ind some job using mouth to earn money instead..lolx....hmm..my sales for the job had been quite well...manage to earn $450 like that within 4 days lor...so shiok...i last time do manual job...do for 2 weeks then earn 400 plus..haha...the sales job had been an interesting experience for me....some customer buy the product liao...the next day come look for me again...not becos the product pai liao...but is because he likes my attitude and trust my technical knowledge..so specially come back to me to buy more let me earn more money...i am so happy..haha

July 2008

skool staring soon liao...haha..another 1 more month before it starts...but before that happens...must go enjoy gao gao...lolx....hmm...this month went for CAC freshment orientation camp.....lolx...this was indeed a really fun and interesing camp....besides getting to knw lots of friends....we also get to play lots of weird and lame games...normally those boy ger type of game -.- lolx...never regard going to this camp ^^

Aug 2008

Finally....skool starts liao....hahaha...lucky SIA currently also no need ppl....so after my UNI...can go back SIA be AO liao....song bo...no need be engineer...ji tao go under management level liao..haha....UNI is indeed different from poly...haha....everything teach fast fast....and almost all professor anyhow teach one..lolx....hmm..actually i also expect like this liao..becos a lot ppl say uni tough to study....a lot of things need to learn..haha...but nvm lar..zhou yi bu shuan yi bu lor

Sep 2008

Chiong arh....all the quiz lai liao...sibei sian...i am still lost in somewhere..haha...hmm...but lucky the things not that difficult...manage to uds it in time for the quiz..haha..basically all my quiz do quite well and i am very happy for it....but i also bo chap..lolx...go watch my show all dis -.-

Oct 2008

exam coming soon liao...haha...but still...everyday chiong the stupid tech com project..lolx...tech com somehow is very stupid sia...the time i spend doing tech com is much more then the time i use to study my remaining 5 modules lor...wth!! lolx...but nvm bah...cannot like that say also..becos my tech com everytime is bonding and outing session mah -.-!! before go discuss project...we go singing...makkan all dis...till no time liao..then we discus...lolx..thats y forever like cannot finish de..haha...anyway...its fun doing project and i enjoy dfoing it wif all my fun and unique group members..

Nov 2008

EXAM!!!!!! EXAM!!! sibei sian.....everyday camp at home rot and rot...or study and study..haha...wait a while then test....test liao..then break a while for another paper...haha...hmm...the test majority i think i do ok bah....consider the effort i put in...dun expect much also..lolx...but this holiday period is quite relac as well...manage to chiong a few shows...haha...my mum even kan me say exam still watch so much show...haha..i told her...watch show is part of my studying...never watch..never relac de hua...i can't absorb anything..lolx

DEC 2008

Yeah!!! super shiok...holiday liao...haha...go out almost everyday...play like i never play before sia...haha...mamange to meet up quite a nuimber of friends this holiday....majority of us either busy wif studies or work..no time meet...so now its the time to gather back and chit chat..haha....This yr had really been a fun and interesting yr...i will never forget all those gd old times...haha...CYA 2008!!!!

081208 MON

Hmm..today went over to xiao wan house for gathering session...haha..this gathering session expose out lots of juicy information...and learn to play new game...forgot wat it is call liao...

but this game really torturing de lor...tio forfeit keep drinking and drinking..but cannot go toilet -.- i tahan until my bladder going to explode liao....but lucky chee wee save me ^^ he got the house rule and let me go toilet..lolx

haha...first time i go toilet the fweeling so shiok..but somehow..i think store too long liao..machiam like a bit malfunction -.- haha..but after a while ok liao...

yongfu came late...when he came that time..xh and cw about to zhao liao...haha...but glad that he came...talk lots of craps and he manage to finish lots of tibits...clear food....

091208 TUE

today went for CAC camping trip...the meeting time is suppose to be 10am at vivo...lolx..but wl and i late for 1hr 0.0...haha..machiam like big shot....

ok lar..reach there liao..everyone already form into groups and knw each other liao...but i jus suddenly chap in..lolx...bo chap also...just monkey see monkey do...

after some small games..went for makkan at food republic before proceed on to sentosa...reach sentosa liao..played quite alot of beach games...but basically..we are the guinea pigs lor...they making use of us to experiment out the games..see where still need improvements..haha

after all the games...went to makkan wif al,wl,wk ,wt and qz...then went home separately....

101208 WED

today yd birthday ^^ haha...last min share money bought a mini gundam model for him....

reach his house ard 6 like that..then we keep chat chat and ba gua on lots of different issues...wait till my yi zang came back...all of us went over to quality hotel to makkan supper..haha...the supper was gd...and it only cost 8.88

lolx..nice place and environment..the price also cheap sia...this time really found a gd and budget place to makkan...thx to yd birthday..lolx

111208 THURs

planning to go watch movie today de....but the weather not so friendly...haha..in then end..rot at home....

121298 FRI

went over to malaysia wif ah tan...haha...initially thought can go shop till tong kuai....but go there shop a while...he tio fever -.-

but anyway...haven see him for a long long time liao...its nice chatting wif him...share lots of stuff together...

Updates for 1st week of DEC

021208 TUE

today meet up wif feng sheng they all go sentosa play play...haha...initially shao ye told me got bring frisbee de...but end up...reach there...he told me his friend borrow diao...never return him...no frisbee lor...

haha...ok lar..we bo chap also...then we go vivo there makkan our lunch first...after some discussion..we conclude that we go the food republic on top makkan the food there lor....but when we reach there liao...the place machiam like fully booked...no more space lor..sian diao..haha..but we very patient one...slowly walk ard and hunt for potential seats...

after we search for quite sometime..we finally spotted 1 row of empty seats..haha...i quickly go chiong there lor...but the on table...we saw 3 packs of tissue papers -.-! most likely the seat is tio chop by other ppl liao...haha

but i a bit not happy lor...got 3 packs means 3ppl...y dun they one person sit dwn and juggar(look after) the place..must all go buy together meh...somemore who say use tissue paper can chop seat one...it is also equivalent to leaving ur rifle unattended lor...so we also bo chap just sit down...then we push the tissue paper to another corner...LOL

a while later...2 lady and 1 guy came over...and ask whether we shift their tissue paper lor...we act innocent..say we dun knw..when we here already like that liao...haha...they also cannot say much..no evidence mah..they also suan liao...just sit another corner..lolx

haha...anoher lesson learnt...next time dun shift the tissue paper...if want ...throw it away..like that more convincing mah..they may thought the cleaner throw it liao..LOL...

ok lar..after makkan lunch..we bought some tibits and drinks and go chiong sentosa liao..hhaha...initially we thinking of going there suntan and play some games de...but that day the sun not friendly lor..song song come out a while..song song afk a while..lolx...then we bo bian..nth to do liao..so when over a nearby shop and bought a frisbee...

haha..that frisbee sux to the core...like cannot fly one -.- u throw slightly harder...the frisbee machiam like the aeroplane kanna one wing broken...swirl and swirl -.- cui lor...

hmm..but somehow..that frisbee and those tibits manage to entertain us for quite a few hrs..LOL..then when everyone started to sian and tired liao..we went over to the nearest tiolet for wash up and went over to vivo to makkan dinner..

reach vivo liao...made another discussion and we decided to go burger king to makkan dinner...haha..once we settle down liao..we keep chatting this..chatting that..talk and talk..haha...i think we spent almost 1hr+++ eating and chatting over there...we also power...shun bian plan hao next outing trip..so no need waste sms again...lolx

after discussion..we went separately go home and nua liao....



031208 WED

hahaha...today went over kbox session wif jl, my, ch and wl...haha...haven seen my for so long liao..planning to shoot her when we see her lor...lolx...we meet at amk the kbox..haha..when wl and i reach liao...we saw ch....the first moment we saw her..we stun till our mouth drop big big..i think big enough to squeeeze in one orange..lolx..haha..she wore boots...stocking..all dis -.- like sibei weird lor..she hw old only wear till like that liao..lolx...initially we plan to shoot my...end up keep shooting ch till she buai tahan..haha.

ok..jl will be late..so we start the singing session first...i think their system also cock up de lor...the tv they gif us super small...but the room they gave us quite big sia..lolx...wth they doing..haha...ok lar..we just start singing liao...my still a bit shy shy de lor...i knw she scare her voice not nice..thats y paiseh to sing...haha..but i shown her even more jialat voice..i talk instead of sing..LOl...slowly and slowly she open up to sing liao...

haha..then jl came liao and we continue singing...sing until a bit sian le...end up we down there play phototaking...LOL...whack here and whack there...time also pass sibei fast...yi zhuan yan...7pm liao..haha...after singing..my and ch got things on so they zhao first...wl jl and i also wanna rest liao so each separately went back home to nua...


041208 THU

today wake up super early lor...do those cock timetable....haiz...i spent so much time planning and coordinating the time table...just to make sure can see each other again next sem lor...but end up....my friend they all can see each other...feng ge and me cannot -.-...think the system lag and we miss out all those time slots...Zzzz...but nebermind..got fate still will meet de -.-

after timetable...bring ah qing to my house nua a bit...before we set off to yishun to meet tim they all play bowling...haha....we today earliest de lor...15mins early...haha...reach there liao..waited a while before feng sheng they all arrive...

then we went over to the nearest coffeeshop and makkan one of the famous wanton mee over there...after that we went over to safra yishun to bowl...hmmm..reach there liao...we try to contact shaoye...but still bo reply...not sure what happen to him sia...so while waiting..we carry on our bowling first...

we set a rule....bowl a total of 2 games....for each game....we will split into 2 teams...the winning team wif the highest average point will haf free drink treated by the losing team..haha...

lucky i gd at spotting talent...pull fang fang, ah qing and wl in my team...haha...first rnd we dominate sia...fang fang consistent and score lots of points...follow by wl and ahqing..haha..i burden lor...the lowest in my team..but our average score still win feng sheng team..haha..

then for the second rnd....fang fang very tired le...off form liao...wl also like a bit emo emo..dun knw y..also off form...left ah qing still consistent....haha...then i also very zuai..tell feng sheng they all...i want drink watermelon juice later...they like a bit laughing lor..becos we losing this time rnd liao...unless i strike all the pins..or else no chance lor...then i walk in front...throw the bowl..and somehow..manage a strike..they all stun a bit..then i walk in front of them act confident..show them a bo chap look...LOL..

haha..then they also not happy...haha...fired up also...keep doing their best...but somehw..they wanted to do their best...they keep mis q..haha...dun knw y also...but once they mis q...they came back..i thank them..and reply...saying probably i want bird nest drink later..haha...they sian diao also

after that my turn liao..i told them..later drinks confirm on them...i say until like sibei confident till they dun believe lor..haha...but somehow again...i manage to strike all the pins..LOL...they chua sai...

in the end..after ending the second game....i manage to top flag sia..LOL..from first games lowest...became second game top....hmm...i believe i got potential...haha...

but ok bah...we also jk ask them treat one...in the end never treat...just wanna make the game interesting thats y we say that...


051208 FRI


shag dao today....haha...think everyday go out super tired...thats y today rest till quite late...hmm..ard evening time...meet up wif wl and went together to wai woo to help wushu preparation...we expect got quite some ppl to help out de...but in the end..only wl and i turn out..haha

saw weixin and jl together...weixin super on guy...help us a lot in our waiwoo preparation...although i dun knw him well...but i know he is a friendly and on guy..haha..

wanted to do more de....but becos we never drive today...so cannot stay till too late..ard 11pm like that we zhao liao and go back home rest...


061208 SAT


Today is the big day...haha..WUSHU PERFORMANCE!!!

haha..we today reached waiwoo ard 1+ help prepare the flags all dis and those weapons...somehw...doing all dis...i feel like i'm in army again...settling up the vehicle and loading up stores into the tonner...haha..

everything settle le and i asked shifu whether we going to toa payoh now?? he told me yes...so wl, i sheila and yd board my car and we set off liao...haha..we took ard 15mins and we reach there liao...

but we waited for 45mins before the rest arrive lor....i heard they say shifu go back wai woo take somestuff..so make a detour all dis..haha...

once everyone reach liao...we go unload all the stuff and set up those flags and banners on the roads and stage...hmm..this time rnd...the performance is not being planned properly..becos too many ppl giving out their ideas le..haha...but nvm...we just focus on our roles and do wat is expected of us...

spent quite afeew hrs preparing...after everything is set up le...we do a short rehersal of the entire run through of our performance..everything went smoothly and i try to make sure everyone understood wat their roles and objectives are..haha

once performance start liao....everyone seems very excited....becos everyone is back recently after their exam all dis...miss out lots a training...whereas wl and i haf been busying preparing and planning thats y also neglect our training as well...

hmmm...starting of the first part of the performance everything seems to be in place...all swee swee as according to plan...just that each individual did not perform up to standard...

haha...but bo chap also...after first part..everyone went to makkan the sharkfin soup and appetizer...all so hungry lor..lolx...but haf to control a bit..or else later second part fight halfway tio stitch..then gong xi fa cai liao -.-

ok..starting of second part...we notice the stage got some oil lor...but we no time go clean it up...never expect that to happen...its all becos of the si chuan bian lian(change face) he bian lian jiu bian lian...y must bian lian halfway blow fire o.O haha...i think becos recently the economic not so friendly...so must upgrade more..or else no one want hired u lor...i think that is y..now the bian lian also spit fire..haha

me wl and jl they all also hard to fighht...stupid oil..nearly slip and fell...LOL...haha..but overall still ok..our special move part was quite a success...thx for shi siong last week suggestion on gathering everyone at the start ^^ haha...

so after the performance...wl and i makkan like neber makkan for days...keep eating..haha...eat finish...nua a bit liao....its time to pack up....here comes the siong part...haf to remove everytthing from the stage...gather back those weapons all dis...haha..the packing is more siong then performing...need run here and there...carry here and there..

spend ard 1 hr++ to finish unloading everything to wai woo....hmm..after that shishu invite us to go drink kopi chat chat a bit...haha...chat half way...he told us next sat wanna go dragonfly ( a clubbing place, dancing and drink beer)...haha..neber expect he middle age liao still go to this kind of places haf fun..lolx...but jl wasted..he 1 more month to 18...now still cannot go in..haha...wl, i and shi siong can go lor...but we see hw next week..haha

Tio Con!!!

LOL...today meeting i still physco wl come wif me..bo chap...then jl they all also got go...say hao meet 3pm at dover liao...end up 2.30pm tell me they all go first..haha..

then wl and i haf to rush there...reach dover and wait for the shuttle bus...the queue super long lor...machiam like queue for hello kitty sia -.- lol...waited and waited...i think wait for 30mins like that then manage to board the bus..haha...reach there liao...saw jl, celest and bel...haha...they already finish the checking liao -.- then ok lor...we join them again queue for the shuttle bus and go back dover..LOL...wtf

then on the way back...they say they planning to go amk -.- wl and i immed sian diao...haha...but jl today also got ask bel along...cannot dun gif face...so we agreed to go as well...

reach amk liao...we went to mac again..haha..go there chill and talk crap lor...that jl...always wait for me to talk -.- then wl keep busy eating sia...lolx..left me to talk...haha..that bel -.- keep saying i look like xiao di di..haha...that time i already told her i might look younger den her liao...then she dun believe..today see meet liao tio thrash...haha..surrender and keep dee siao me siao di di -.-

after mac we go play pool...celes hand injured..so only watch us play only...then bel wanna me tag team wif her...haha...but i bo chap her lar...keep distracting wl and jl...in the end...wl make mistake..bel and i won the first match..haha...after that i swap team...wl and i team together...we come up wif lots of tactics all dis..haha...but somehow...all never work..like gonna tio thrash liao..haha

but in the end...wl and i still manage to won the game...swee arh..haha..after the match we zhao back home nua le...then bel still sms me address me as xiao di di and say i am really cute =.= win liao lor...